existence, well what does it matter
i exist on the best terms i can
the past is now part of my future
the present is well out of hand
the present is well out of hand

heart and soul, one will burn
heart and soul, one will burn
one will burn, one will burn
heart and soul, one will burn



The current mood of suburbangoth at www.imood.com

*blinks*
04 September 2004 - 11:48 p.m.

hi.

i'm not dead. yet.

quick recap of the past month, in case anyone cares:

1. got a job, finally. i am a barista at my favorite coffeeshop in town, and in some circles, that instantly gives me hipster cred. good thing i don't give a shit about being hip, eh? but seriously, though, i love it. it's hard work, hot, exhausting, repetetive, etc., but it feels good to be doing something useful. plus, the tips aren't bad, either. i also got a good workstudy position, so yay for that. here's to paying off a monster credit card bill.

2. went on a week-long road trip of doom with the girl villain and had a blast, all things considered. there was plague bacteria, bad coffee, mummy people, not nearly enough sleep, and various other problems, but we got to see the cure [!!!!] and met melissa auf der maur, who is super rad, and i got to go to quimby's and see my zines on their shelves [totally surreal], and a bunch of other things as well.

3. back in school. some classes are great; others are not. i'm already kicking myself for sticking with sanskrit.

4. OH THE DRAMA. it never ends here, never. and if i sound like i'm being intentionally vague, it's 'cause i am.

5. we have another kitty. he's seventeen shades of adorable. gush.

tired now.