i get this feeling i'm in motion
18 July 2004 - 2:53 a.m.

hello, diaryland. once again, it is much too late and i'm still awake, so once again, i ramble here.

actually, it's starting to worry me how i can't seem to get to bed before 3 a.m. anymore. last night i was up until 5 a.m., and then i still couldn't fall asleep. i blame the coffee, but i don't know if that's really the case.

still unemployed and still irritated about it, but i'm dealing. i've applied for several workstudy positions for the next year at uni; let's hope one of them pans out.

not feeling quite as desolate and useless as i was a few days ago, and that's a very good thing. i've been making progress on several projects, including a new zine [which should be out in a couple days or so] and a bit of fiction [a teensy story i'm publishing as a zine, but it's under my pen name, shh!]......i seem to be back in the swing of writing, which pleases me greatly.

still watching too much buffy. i'm up to season six now, just past the musical episode. have a major crush on spike. mmm.

i recently bought the new order box set [i know i can't afford it and i know i'm just making my credit card balance skyrocket but it was half price so shuddup], and it's really amazingly good. i'm digging it.

definitely time for bed now. oh, but before i go, i'll leave you with a newish zine project i've been working on. buy a copy and make me squeal with delight. no, seriously.