here are the young men
27 May 2004 - 01:46 a.m.

so livejournal hates me right now.

stuff you, livejournal.

i just got done changing the layout. i've had joy division on the brain for days and it doesn't seem like it's going to go away, so i figured i may as well just give in.

my joy division/ian curtis obsession is getting to the point where it's really sick. i should prolly stop.

speaking of sick, i've been sick all day.....sick to my stomach, that is. since i decided to go vegetarian, my mom's freaked out about me not getting enough protein 'cause pernicious anemia [that's the kind that kills you] runs in our family, blah blah blah. so she bought this protein powder to put in juice/shakes/etc. she was using her new juicer to kill a pineapple this morning, and she made me a pineapple-banana smoothie, so i decided to humor her and try this stuff. ugh, bad idea. won't be doing THAT again anytime soon. i've been feeling like i'm going to puke since.

i think maybe i'm protein-intolerant or something.

consequently, i didn't get much done. well, i got some mail taken care of, both going out today and to go out tomorrow.....i'm nearly caught up with my mail, yay! but i didn't apply for jobs [still haven't and i'm still unemployed and it's still annoying the shit out of me] and i didn't work on my zine -- but i DID make new fliers! wheeee!

and then i got caught looking at stuff i don't really need on ebay. that site is the devil, i tell you. it sucks you in. just last night, i was up until like, 3 a.m. looking at joy division stuff [argh, i know!] and ended up buying this and this. *facepalm* hi, i'm unemployed and broke and can't afford to be buying things like this.

sheesh. someone needs to tell that little "buy this!" voice in the back of my head to just bugger off.

i sleep now.

ps: sign the guestbook, will ya? or leave me a note. let me know what you think of the new layout.

edit: forgot to mention that some of the mail-doing was a bunch of random px-ing. haven't done that in forEVER. fun.